Previous Weight: 242.2
Weight Loss This Week: -1.0
Weight Loss Total: -10.6
I seem to be stuck around the 10 pounds, 241 ish area. I want to get past it so bad, but at the same time I know I didn’t work hard enough last week to do so. I will have to work harder this week. Since my average is one pound a week I realistically will be out of the 240s finally next week. Can’t wait for that!!!
I’ve been a little stressed the last couple days trying to get over being sick, sell stuff on ebay, make money, get rid of stuff I don’t need, etc. I’m putting in my two weeks notice this Friday and I’m super worried over it now. It seemed like a good idea, and still does, but I have watched the nightly news and Oprah enough in the last week to make me nervous. They talk about the high unemployment and tent cities and people who can’t get jobs after two years. Am I crazy to quit my job?
But then I start to think about the reasons I want to quit. It’s not full time. There are no benefits. There is no hope for either of these things any time soon. I have to drive 30 minutes to get to it. I hate the city I’m living in. I don’t like the job. Sure it is providing me with money, but at this point there isn’t a single thing I like about it other than my free gym membership. So it feels like time to cut and run, but I’m scared.
Being scared is no reason to stop me though. I’m scared of a lot of things. I regret it every time I let that fear get in the way and stop me from doing something. So this time that won’t happen. I might be scared I won’t find another job. I might be scared I don’t know where I will end up or where I will be living (or who with). But fear won’t stop me. I’m losing weight and moving on, whether I’m scared or not.