Remember how last week Operation Sexification was a go and I was all excited about it?
Well, it’s still a go… but I’m not putting in much effort. I wonder where all my effort went.
For some reason exercise and weight loss is the last thing on my mind right now. That translates into less commitment to exercise, weight loss, and weight loss blogging. I’m doing a lot more living right now then anything else, so exercise has fallen by the way side. I’ve been trying to do basic stuff every day (lunges, squats, pushups, crunches) just to stay relatively strong. But full workouts? Bah.
I did visit a couple gyms in the area for guest passes and will be trying them out soon (hopefully) and get in some exercise. While I have been doing a tiny bit of body weight exercises I haven’t done much cardio at all. A little bit of walking here and there but mostly it feels like I haven’t done anything.
The good news however is that despite my lack of interest in those things I’m still really interested in eating healthy and food blogging. I suppose in a way food has always been something I’ve misused. I used it to comfort myself and even to punish myself. I used it as a weapon against myself and a tool to keep myself from feeling anything. I misused it for a long time. I’m starting to learn how amazing food can be and I’m loving that fact. I’m not exactly cured of my old bad habits, but I’ve come a long way in how I see and use food. I’m realizing now in this new environment that I’m in control of food and it’s something to be enjoyed and appreciated. Ideas I had in my head about healthy eating and food are becoming realities in my life …. maybe because I’m not so focused on it?
Whatever the reasons, some things are going well and some things are a bit stagnant. Much like my weight. I’m hoping though that with a few workouts in this next week I manage to push past the place I’ve been stuck at for so long. I want to be under 210!
Current Weight: 212.4 lbs
Previous Weight: 213.0 lbs
Weight loss: – 0.6 lbs
Weight loss Total: – 38.6 lbs
Starting Weight: 251
Happy. For not working out at all I’m happy to be able to lose a little/maintain my weight. Ideally next week I will be done with the 210s. I’m so over it mentally. I just hope I can put in the work necessary to make it happen.
Other big things (non weight loss related) are coming up soon. My plans change ALL THE TIME, but I’m pretty excited about it. I can’t wait to blog about all of it either. This community is part of my life and I’m so grateful for the opportunity to share my life and listen to yours. It’s really a great thing. So… get ready for the next couple months of amazingness!
Today I’m going to the Oregon Coast. What are your Sunday plans?