So…. there is that.
You see, I don’t really know what to blog about right now. Sometimes I feel in the blogging groove and something I don’t. Right now I don’t.
I think it is partly because I’m not doing anything exciting. I’m not super focused on the goals behind this blog. I’m barely exercising. I am eating healthy but boring food – similar if not the same thing every single day. I’m mostly just working and waiting. There doesn’t feel like there is anything to say. Or maybe there is just not enough time to say it.
Honestly I spend most of my time working (lots) or worrying. Worrying about my mom, about her upcoming surgery, about the what ifs, about moving to the USA, about whether it is right for our family, about a million other things big and small. It’s not all consuming but I’m definitely worrying more than normal. And who wants to blog about or read about a girl filled with worry?
I guess you can say I’ve lost my blogging mojo.
What does one do to get it back? Do I even need/want it back?