It’s been a rough week for me. I’ve been forcing myself to blog and interact online just like I’ve been forcing myself to interact in real life. I’ve been wanting to withdraw and avoid everything, to crawl up in a little ball until things feel better. Out of control anxiety and sadness/mood swings can do that, I suppose.
I’ve been forcing these things because withdrawal isn’t a good thing for me. I simply spiral further into the darkness.
So here I am.
With all my mental and hormonal problems. Oversharing on the internet in the hopes that other people connect and we all feel a little less crazy and weird. It’s helped a lot this week.
I talked to a lot of lovely social media people who have taken antidepressants because I’ve been considering them recently. I also learned of a couple new-to-me possible natural solutions to help first so I’m full of hope for the future thanks to the community I’ve found online. Awesome.
I did do a weigh in video, so I might as well share it.
Official numbers as follows:
CW: 205.9 (-1)
NSV: Learned how to make a yummy lower cal Thai green curry!
Next week should be a nice loss as well. In case you can’t follow the cyclical nature of my crazies, PMDD has been kicking my ass this week and should get better next week with a nice weigh in as well.
One can only hope. Until next week! ;)