Yesterday was a ridiculous day for me. If you read my food blog, you know that I ate more sugar in one day than I normally do in a week or two. Ah. It was a sugar catastrophe. I ate chocolate bunnies and brownies and maple syrup and I think I sent my blood sugar levels spiking around all day. Definitely not healthy and I feel it. I don’t feel very good post sugargate. I didn’t feel very good on the day, which is part of why I let it happen. Sugar makes me feel better. And I know that.
And then today, the brownies were still around. My brother ate a few but half of them were still there.
Here is what I know about myself:
I can’t keep a plate of brownies around. I will eat them.
It’s pretty much that simple. Tell me have no willpower, judge me, whatever. That’s just how it is. My willpower is not putting myself in that situation often and then getting rid of them when I need to. And I did. The rest are in the trash, because honestly no one needs any more brownies. We aren’t supposed to be eating a lot of chocolate seeing as how we all have the kidney stones.
So, there we go. Brownies are gone. Desserts this week? I’m skipping them. I’ll eat bananas or some other fruit instead. Let the sugar get out of my system. Clear my head. *sigh* I certainly feel like an addict quitting for the 17867th time right now.
But beyond the brownie stuff… this week is going to ROCK. Reasons for this week’s upcoming awesomeness:
- The ebook is coming tomorrow!! Since I’m such a perfectionist I’ve been working up until the last minute on things making it better and better. It’s freaking awesome y’all.
- More free time (kind of!). Now that the ebook is done I can focus more on stuff I like to do like reading your blogs and actually commenting! Hurray!
- I made a commitment to myself to workout at least once a day every day this week. I want to get my money’s worth from my gym membership while I still have it! And working out five days last week was nice. This week will be even better with daily workouts!
So there you have it.
My week is going to be great. Is yours? What do you have planned?
Anele says
It happens, especially at Easter. Personally I’m glad Cadbury Creme Eggs will be gone so I don’t have the temptation. Good job on chucking the devil squares.
It IS going to be a great week! Y’all better have good weather mid-week to weekend for our visit to the area. ;-) We’re hoping all the walking around off sets the yummy food we’re gonna eat…in moderation of course!
Mary says
I think Easter is almost worse than Halloween as far as sugar eating goes! Crazy!
LOL! Devil squares. That’s exactly what they are!!
Lola says
i am EXACTLY the same way about brownies. Ghirardelli brownie mix from costco is heavenly. i made up the last of the mix i had this weekend while i had lots of company around to eat it, but ended up finishing the tray myself last night. AGH. so i am NOT buying it for a loooong time.
.-= Lola´s last blog ..Must.Kill.Bunny. =-.
Mary says
Oh, that sounds goood! I have to just keep myself from buying anything like that. But now I want to. Just because you said it’s heavenly. Haha.
Lauren @ Eater not a runner says
I’m pretty much the same way, if I have one brownie I’ll have them all! Good luck with the awesome week :-)
.-= Lauren @ Eater not a runner´s last blog ..beautiful morning for a run =-.
Heather says
I think we all had a rough time yesterday… but congrats to all of us for recommitting and getting things back under control today. I am exactly the same as you when it comes to brownies, so I was really thankful when we showed up for Easter lunch and there was nary a brownie in sight! Instead there were tons of Peeps and old pies… much easier to resist.
.-= Heather´s last blog ..Healthy Holiday Options =-.
Lauren says
My week is going to be pretty awesome too! Good job on throwing out the brownies. I’ve had to do that before just to keep them away from myself. I’m OFFICIALLY starting my C25K this week, and I also think I wanna try and do a giveaway on my blog. Plus, hello??!!?? Your ebook is coming out? How could it NOT be an awesome week!! Haha
Damnit now I want a brownie…
.-= Lauren´s last blog ..Monday Weigh-In #5 and Weekend Warrior Review =-.
Mary says
I know, right? Thanks for buying the ebook!
And good luck with C25K! I’ve had a bad track record with it but it’s still a good program. You’ll be running in no time!
workout mommy says
i totally have to throw out the brownies/chocolate too. I have ZERO willpower.
Im starting over today with healthy eating today too. (***crossing fingers***)
Diana says
I feel the same way. It’s like I’ve been on food coma for the last couple of months and I’m now trying to quit cold turkey (just certain foods obviously, not all of them ahah).
That’s the main thing this week, but also exercising at least 5 times. Gotta push my body to jumpstart the weightloss. :)
Let’s have an awesome week. ;)
.-= Diana´s last blog ..A whole lotta food. And other stuff. =-.
Sagan says
Your week IS going to be great. Mine is too! I’m going to really watch my portion sizes and focus on that intuitive eating stuff.
I definitely went overboard on the chocolate yesterday… I was also given a PILE of chocolate from my aunt, so I picked out just a few things that I really LOVE and I have them in my fridge. The rest of the chocolate is in a box and I’m going to either leave it by the dumpster (someone will want it), or take it to the Foodbank with some other canned goods that I was planning on taking anyways. No, it’s not the best thing to take to a Foodbank, but I bet there’s some little kids that would be really happy for some chocolate treats.
PS I can’t keep a plate of brownies around, either. I have zero willpower. It sucks, but I just am not one of those “I can eat one square of dark chocolate for dessert” or “I’m having a snack of 3 chocolate chips and 3 almonds” kind of girls. Once I start… I’m not so good at stopping!
.-= Sagan´s last blog ..The Living Healthy in the Real World Guide to Budgeting, Part Two: Making Sacrifices =-.
Sagan says
Oh and CONGRATS on your e-book! That’s super exciting.
.-= Sagan´s last blog ..The Living Healthy in the Real World Guide to Budgeting, Part Two: Making Sacrifices =-.
Mary says
Thank Sadan! :)
And I’m not one of those people that can eat one square of dark chocolate either. Do those people actually exist?
Alison says
Bah willpower, I can’t have them around either, if they are there I WILL indulge, honestly though throwing them out, that is willpower, ok not the I can resist temptation staring me in the face kind, but willpower all the same. It took your strength of will to throw them in the trash, pat yourself on the back, you did something good for yourself.
I was good yesterday for some bizzare reason and made a light lemon angel food cake that we had with strawberries and a small scoop of vanilla ice cream, Easter just isn’t that big on my radar so I had no justification for going overboard, I guess that’s a good thing :P
Enjoy the workouts they will make you feel better.
Missa says
My problem is today… when all the candy is ON SALE> I think I will stay away from the supermarket.
Go get the world this week!
Cheers,
Missa
LosingEthel
Mary says
When my mom and I passed the candy aisle at the store we thought of you. And resisted! Haha. ;)
Lisa says
I am sooo with you on not being able to have brownies & such in the house. They are gonners. lol
.-= Lisa´s last blog ..Happy Easter Y’all! =-.
AndrewENZ says
I’m just like you. Keep the crap away I say!
.-= AndrewENZ´s last blog ..Weigh-in #14 2010: The one with lots of Easter Eggs =-.
Jody - Fit at 52 says
Awareness is key & you are aware so back to business! The plan for this week sounds great & work out all that sugar in the system! :-)
Like you, there are some things I will NOT keep in the house! :-)
.-= Jody – Fit at 52´s last blog ..Junk Food & the Brain it Effects! =-.
Tiffany says
Very cool! I have actually decided that April is going to be my best month yet..check today’s blog post :)
Carly says
Ugggh, brownies – my kryptonite.
My MIL has them around all the time, and I can’t resist them for a second.
This week’s busy, but I’m going to keep plugging away at C25K and register for a local 5K.
BTW, Your e-book sounds awesome, and I can’t wait to read it.
Mary says
Argh, I hate when people keep them around all the time. I’m a weakling!
That’s a great idea to register for a 5k! Gives you something to work towards. :)
Jenn @ Watch My Butt Shrink! says
I hear ya. My mom packed us a bunch of brownies and carrot cake – and I threw them away as soon as we got home last night. I had to – there is NO WAY I could have those things in my fridge and not nibble on them all. day. long.
.-= Jenn @ Watch My Butt Shrink!´s last blog ..The Easter Bunny Ain’t Got Nuthin’ On Me =-.
Mary says
Brownies and carrot cake are my two favorites. I like to eat them in a controlled way… but yeah… sitting in the fridge they would get nibbled away.
empower me photo guy says
Well done for being able to get rid of the rest of the brownies, that took real will power! I hope not having them in the house empowers you to eat well for the week. Bananas for dessert is a great idea! Best of luck with your goals this week!
D... says
Too tempting having those things hanging around, how strong of you to chuck them out! Always makes me feel I’m making a healthy fresh start when I do something like that, so I hope your week is as awesome as can be!
.-= D…´s last blog ..No More Hovering; Goals for the Week =-.
amanda says
hey girl!
i’m excited for your e-book. I’m gonna buy it f’sho.
and I’m stoked to have a few days off too…this last week has been so packed :/, my blogging has been left in the dust.
sugar detox time for me too…my boyfriend bought me a bag of cadbury creme eggs for easter. needless to say they’re gone already. all by me.
*sigh*.
another week, another effort. lets make it a good one.
.-= amanda´s last blog ..busy bee =-.
Mary says
Hurray! I think you will love the ebook. :)
Your schedule is crazy! But flying to mexico sounds fun. Well, being on the beach in Mexico sounds fun. ;)
Sugar detox for the win! Say no to sugar!
Kelli says
It WILL be a great week! :)
.-= Kelli´s last blog ..Everything Hurts! =-.
Brandon says
It’s not just you – I would have a very hard time with a plate of brownies in the house too! I’m having a tough time with all the Easter candy around the house. We didn’t buy any ourselves, and even though both our families know we are both trying to eat better, they still bought us a bunch.
This week, I’m completing the first week of Couch to 5K! I did day 1 last night, after Easter dinner :)
.-= Brandon´s last blog ..Weekend Warriors Challenge #2: The Results Show =-.
Mary says
I saw your tweets about C25K. Good luck!
Karen says
Can’t wait for your ebook to come out tomorrow!!! Such an accomplishment… going to be awesome. :)
WillyPower says
Good job on throwing the brownies out. I wish I could do the same. My problem is I eat the brownies just so we don’t have to throw them out. And because they taste so good…..
.-= WillyPower´s last blog ..Real Estate Update =-.
Chad says
Half the battle is just knowing enough about yourself to know you can’t keep the plate of brownies around! I’m not that way with brownies – but Thin Mint girl scout cookies….. Those things aren’t safe in my house.
.-= Chad´s last blog ..Nutrition Monday: Good Riddance to the Easter Bunny! =-.
Aimee says
I’m really proud of you for throwing out those brownies. Not easy but you did it. That’s how I feel about Hot Tamales. lol I just can’t have them around me at all.
How exciting about your e-book, I hope it does well!
info@buydietpills24.com says
We just should avoid bad eating habits and eat healthy food…but somethime is this very hard..
Miz says
its TOMORROW
TODAY
it is TUESDAY!!!!
.-= Miz´s last blog ..Creating a personal brand. =-.
Mary says
I know. It makes me feel better that you are that way too, so at least you understand and don’t think I’m crazy when I go around throwing food away for no reason.
Mary says
Thank you!
<3
merri says
Roomie has such a gynormous sweet tooth that theres rarely much left over for me. So I guess he has your sugar issue. Desserts almost never go bad at our house. Easter is not a very sweet type holiday around here (and zero chocolate), except for the millions of PEEPS consumed lol.
My week should be pretty good. My parents left today after visiting over the weekend from NH, and I took off yesterday (Monday) to hang out with them around the city. They ve moved on to LA to visit my brother, and now I get to appreciate my own personal space more than I did formerly. I am getting a haircut this week, which is exciting, and Thursday night, my friends are launching a club HAUTE which I’m helping with the promotion for, so that will be interesting, and Saturday I leave for a long weekend in Palm Springs for a big party there. So a pretty great week! (Oh and I’ll fit in working and working out too lol). Yay for both of ours’s great weeks!
.-= merri´s last blog ..Five Star Restaurant: El Torreador Restaurant =-.
The Binge Diary says
It’s so nice that you are so positive and optimistic. I wish I could be that way!!